catching up
Since I've started this blog, I've started to read others. Mine is boring. I wouldn't read it. I don't feel comfortable posting things that are in my head or heart. I want to, but I don't.
I remember reading something once about the Japanese language and words they had for beliefs that were public and others that were private. There is a richness or subtly to the words that isn't in English. I need to research or find those words again. The words conveyed exactly the way I feel sometimes. Hypocrit is about as close as English comes, but the Japanese words weren't about behavior opposite of stated beliefs. It was more unstated beliefs and behavior and actions consistent with those.
Fantasies, goals, feelings, I'm not sure I'll ever be able to journal or share them, even with my self. For example, I would like to say I want to run a sub 3 hour marathon, but that requires a lot of work. I want to, but do I want to put in the work. By stating it as a goal, implies that I'm going to do the work.
Three runs since the last post. Ran Saturday for 40 minutes. Then Sunday for 60 minutes (new route) and today for 30 minutes. All of the runs were maintenance type runs. Didn't push the pace or try to do anything besides enjoy the scenary.
My new boss is in town for the next two days and tomorrow is my son's 15th birthday. Sneaking in a run will be a slim to none.
I remember reading something once about the Japanese language and words they had for beliefs that were public and others that were private. There is a richness or subtly to the words that isn't in English. I need to research or find those words again. The words conveyed exactly the way I feel sometimes. Hypocrit is about as close as English comes, but the Japanese words weren't about behavior opposite of stated beliefs. It was more unstated beliefs and behavior and actions consistent with those.
Fantasies, goals, feelings, I'm not sure I'll ever be able to journal or share them, even with my self. For example, I would like to say I want to run a sub 3 hour marathon, but that requires a lot of work. I want to, but do I want to put in the work. By stating it as a goal, implies that I'm going to do the work.
Three runs since the last post. Ran Saturday for 40 minutes. Then Sunday for 60 minutes (new route) and today for 30 minutes. All of the runs were maintenance type runs. Didn't push the pace or try to do anything besides enjoy the scenary.
My new boss is in town for the next two days and tomorrow is my son's 15th birthday. Sneaking in a run will be a slim to none.
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